The Day I Stopped Being Myself..The More Time Passed , The more I realise How This World Is , How people Are , Their Behaviour Towards other people and So on.. It makes Me really Sad , and Disappointed 'cause I am really wondering Why they are Choosing Almost everytime The wrong choice , This choice Which is Beyond understanding , Because There's no really Valuable reasons To pick it.
Are They also pulled by fatuity and badness ? I guess so.
When i think only 2 min , about all this things around me , this assumption seems to be true.
Look , On the one hand , you have a relationship With A boy who is really Aggressive , unpromising , and totally nasty With her girlfriend..
On the other hand , You have a relationship with A boy , who , for its part , Do everything To keep his relationship alive , who have done everything to be with this person , who suffered from many troubles because of her , but he still loved her .. But , Finally , This guy is rejected, Without any Valuable reasons .. This girl Havent even tried , She has done none striving since this relationship have started , and she just said : « I can't go on.. Sorry »
If we come back to the 1st exemple , i dunno why , but , this girl continu her relationship , even if she suffers from all the things his boyfriend do . She makes last her relation ..
This 2 exemples are taken from my personnal life , and from my friend's life..
Personnally , I have always been sweet , attentive , and so on , especially for 1 person , Who , despite all The striving i have done , all trials that i had to subdue because of her, finally left me alone .. 2months passed , i'm still suffering from this , still thinking of her , my love for her remains the same .. My pain has overcome my strenght , i'm totally powerless , I just can't face that , even if everyone is trying to get my hopes up .. I'm not what i use to be , and my life stopped the day i met her.. I know i'll proceed to something else , but this moment won't be realise for a while... I just have to live in silence , here alone , falling away from her.
My fall was for you , my love was in you , if you are the one to cut me , i will bleed forever.
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